O Lord...

“ O God, Thou art my stores when I sorrow, Thou art my recourse when I am deprived, from Thee I seek aid when troubled and with Thee is a substitute for everything gone by, a correction for everything corrupted, and a change from everything Thou dissaprovest”

“O Allah, Tempt me not to seek help from other than Thee when I am distressed, to humble myself in asking from someone else when I am poor, or to plead with someone less than Thee when I fear”

DEAR PAKCIK!

Dear Pakcik,

It’s your birthday today. Happy 29th birthday!

Hope you had enjoy your life till this very second and achieved what you always wanted in life or maybe you could do even better in your life ahead. Thank you for being such a great friend. Have anyone told you how wonderful you are? I bet there’s plenty! Couldn’t aspect more and shouldn’t aspect more than what we have had till this very moment. Knowing you in these past few months has opened my eyes to your very distinct species and has made me narrowed down all characteristics for good and bad guys and even looking at mineral water bottle won’t be the same after this.

In this opportunity, I would like to apologise for always making you mad at me, for always finding ways to talk back and condemned to every single word you said, for always being late when meeting you, for always asking you with my weird sort of pain in the head type of questions, for always finding ways to step on your shoes and for all other things that I have done to suffer you enough throughout this time, I’m simply sorry.

While I’m writing this blog I realised that being an adult meaning that I would have to endure the pain of losing good friends. I once felt terribly hard to go on with life when facing the fact that Ang is not going to be here with me anymore. Though we have always chat and email each other most of the time but having each other side by side is more what I needed than just a phone call or an email. Thinking about losing another one is already hurting me but I do realise that the time will come. No matter how hard I refused to acknowledge it, it will definitely be there. As time past on, I have eventually able to stand on my own and everything seemed to fall into place. And I know I will be even better this time around.

Yeah, you might say it’s not like I can’t and won’t be able to meet you again. But will it be the same? Bet it won’t be! I can’t just step on your shoes like I always do right after not seeing each other for 3 years? or laugh crazily at what ever you are saying... or even condemned your new hairdo, can I? Or maybe I could! Anyway, life must goes on. No matter what the journey will look like in the future, I must preserve. I can’t just rely on anybody. So Pakcik, don’t worry about me. I’ll be perfectly fine and as you once described me… “kau nih ganas sangat larr!”. Thus I’m sure with my ‘ganas’ ability, I’ll be okay.

Once again, I wish you all the best and I hope your journey to France is going to be great… “So enjoy yer trip to Eiffel, mate!” (in scotts accent!)

P/S:
My life ends when losing you but it will definitely shines back once I get your wedding invitation card... After all, as I always say to you, we are natural born enemies. Perhaps I could use some of the photos at Skye to sabotage you... huhu... What? Do you think I would praised you for nothing huh! And last but not least, I would take back all good things I have said above about you. Why? After all we are enemies. I can’t just praise my enemy, can I? wakakakaa :P

SPANISH TRAIL

ST JOSEP MERCAT

HILL TRAIN.. TO MONTJUIC

ON TOP OF MONTJUIC

NEAR TO TORRE AGBAR

PORT VELL...

AT PORT VELL

photos from last trip to Spain with Nida & Hanem..

NEVER-ENDING LISTING

On my way to work yesterday, I keep listing up things in my head... things that could make me happy or someone happy... I started filling up my list within 20 minutes with a lot of things and on top of my list would be great family members and good friends.

2) Stable financial condition

3) Great educational background and religious life… (This is however just for some ppl.. but all I know religion & education is vital nowadays)

4) Accommodation & great neighbourhood to live in especially one with nice view… (This popped-up on my mind when Campsie glen was in front of me…)

Oh, how could I forget! Having said all that without a healthy body, all luxury could be useless…

Then, when the bus comes to halt and the driver smiled at me, I started listing up again…

6) If you travel to any destination using public transportation, maybe a behaved driver could be a great help for you especially if you are travelling home after a tiring day… hmm…that’s really true I guess…

7) Pleasant holiday vacations… I’m thinking of going to Italy this year… but where to?

hmm...what else... aah!

8) Comfortable clothing to wear... especially shoes… a pair of snickers perhaps

9) Tasty food to enjoy... watch out char koey teow...! I'll be back this year...heheheh

10) Nice weather... owh..maybe not.. well, sometimes you do need this... hmmm

I could continue filling up this list forever… I decided to stop listing yesterday once I saw my ward... suddenly there was something else comes knocking on head...

I wonder what happened to the seven months pregnant young lady who died yesterday after choking on food. Or did she killed hersef? In a psychiatric hospital, anything is possible! But it’s a shame, she was just 22 years old.

Owh no! A post mortem??!! She got baby in her stomach... for God's sake! ...

QASIDAH BURDAH

just wanted to share my fav nasyeed with everyone...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W-78oMM7yjA&feature=related

QASIDAH BURDAH LYRICS... by MESUT KURTIS

Mawlaya salli wa sallim da’iman abada
'Ala habibika khayril khalqi kullihimi
O my Master, send your salutations and blessings forever
Upon Your Beloved, the best of the whole of creation

Muhammadun sayyidul kawnayni wath thaqalayn
Wal fariqayni min 'urbin wa min 'ajami
Muhammad is the master of the two worldsand of Man and the jinn
Leader also of the Arabs, non-Arabs and their kin

Huwal habibul ladhi turja shafa'atuhu
Likulli hawlin minal ahwali muqtahami
Beloved by Allah is he upon whose pleading we depend
From terrors of the Day of Judgement,which on us descend

Chorus

Thummar ridha 'an Abi Bakrin wa 'an 'Umarin
Wa 'an 'Aliyyin wa 'an 'Uthmana dhil karami
Then we ask You to be pleased with Abu Bakr, 'Umar,
'Ali and 'Uthman the generous one

Chorus

Ya rabbi bil Mustafa balligh maqasidana
Waghfir lana ma ma\a ya wasi'al karami
O my Lord! with the Elect One make us attain our goals
And forgive us for what has passed,O Most Munificent One!

Lyrics: Imam Sharaf al-Din al-Busairi (d.696/1296)
Arrangement: Sami Yusuf
Producer: Sami Yusuf

DAFFODILS

'the' daffodils...

me & the flowers...

^_^

OUTING ON SNOWY DAY...

2008 EASTER DAY:

Went out today with my sister and Asnor… known as pakcik by us… hee… to cineworld and ended-up watching two movies, the Spiderwick chronicles and the other Boleyn girl. Both movies were remarkable and I simply loved them. We had 1 ½ hours break after the first movie and on the way to Sumsa, we met 4 Malaysian girls from Newcastle, Leeds and don’t remember… asking for a taxi stand and on the way back to Cineworld, we met two families, one asking for a bus stop to Glasgow International Airport and another asking for 44/66 bus route… hee… it was quite a day today… after sending them to their directions, snow suddenly poured on us… for just a few minutes though… to simply put an end to our beautiful outing!

with Pakcik

Atie...

LOVE MONEY?... I must say I do!...